Today I walked into work thinking to myself, why do you keep doing this to yourself? I always reply back in my head because I need the money. I work 12 hours a day 5 days a week and 8 on Sunday night. Every bit of my job is physical. When I get home all I want to do is shower and get in the bed. I’m slowly letting my youth slip away from me. We work rotating shifts, so one week we work days and the next nights. It’s also a strain on my marriage and family. That’s one of the major reasons I’m looking for work elsewhere. I would love to be able to spend time with my family and be home every night. Management at my job seems to think that production is more important than family life. Not to me sir. I live for the day that I’ll be able to walk out of here and never come back. Not to mention I’m only making around $50,000 a year. Working all these hours for this amount of pay isn’t worth it at all. I fear if I don’t get away from here I’m gonna lose everything. My family and my sanity included.